and yet this is an achievement in it's own right - to come into some peace and acceptance of a madness that at once falls into understanding...
...the transcending step, however, is to befriend this old, persistent enemy - to revere the disgusting - to find it's stifled voice
to control the uncontrollable
to coax keys into lush complexity
to sing of a Lenore sweetly
to sing madly, then quiet
horowitz died first slowly